Hi, my name is Evelyn Messer, I am 45 years old. I have been suicidal most of my life, due to being raped, and molested as a small child of only 9 years old. I did not remember for about 35 years. I tried very hard to kill myself. I even put myself into 3 coma's. Then I finally got the help that I so desperatly needed at a place called Pathways. A lady named Juanita Napier was the person that saved my life. She taught me that I was raised to think with a suicidal mind, and that I needed to retrain my mind to think like a normal person. After a- lot of counseling, and some new med's I learned how to stop my mind from rolling right into suicide. I now do seminars on how to overcome suicidal thinking for KyCan. I have put together a company called the G.O.D. Incorporation. This stands for Grace to Overcome Depression. We are a suicide prevention and rehabilitation center. I am driven to show others that life can be worth living even if you think right now that it is not. I am trying to create a buffer zone for people that hate themselves like I did. You can reach me at my e-mail, suicidegod2007@hotmail.com, or at my phone number, 606- 475- 1128, or at my address: 112 Mandoline Drive, Grayson, Kentucky 41143